Beautiful weather to sleep in today. And for the first time in a long time, I have the chance to savor every moment of it without having to wake up for work or rehearsal. Aahh the good life

I am so addicted to facebook games now, it is an unhealthy obsession. I might turn into one of those gaming addicts and start going for gaming annonymous soon if I'm not careful. But I cannot think of a better way to spend my free time this morning! It ws either this or rotting in front of the tv, both seems equally appealing.

Rehearsal at 4.30pm then the actual event commences, can't wait to get it over and done with! My last commitment before school starts. These events used to be enjoyable and a breeze for me, but this time around it isn't so fun anymore. Maybe it is the stress of bigger events and more production people bossing you around, it is madness backstage. Well for what it's worth, I hope we all put on a good show tonight!

And suddenly I am thinking of what to wear next week, the first day of school. Always so nerve wrecking. And then I have to start planning what to wear every day, and worry that I don't have enough clothes. The bad thing about uni, why can't we all just wear uniforms again. Okay I did not mean that, but to wake up each morning and think of what to wear yet making sure I am in school by 8.30am sharp (if not they will mark me absent) is a chore. I've been meaning to get new stationery but I can't find the time to get them, I saw cute stationery in that store in ion. Need to find time to go.

And I hate how people wear flip flops to school. You are not going to the market/ beach! Put on some shoes! Why don't people bother to dress up at all in singapore, it is so annoying and disrespectful. It annoys me when I walk along orchard road and I see people dressed so sloppy, it is unsightly and a disgrace to singapore. Look at tokyo, paris, london! People bother to layer clothes, accessorize, and make a decent effort to look presentable. Why can't people in singapore learn something from them since everyone has obviously travelled abroad before.

Okay time to return to my unhealthy obsession! Harvesting and feeding waits for no one.

How do we make this fight stop?

Love,

Stephanie

My second week of unemployment has been fairly unproductive, I can't say I have done anything I should be proud of in the past two weeks. Except rehearsals, they kill time. And it's something I absolutely love.

Shopping with sammy yesterday proved rather fruitful, though I didn't buy as much as I had hoped to. Project Back to school clothes- Fail. I need new clothes! And shoes too. Possibly a bag(s) as well. Oh but I did buy very cute plasters though, everyone needs a plaster right?

I watched Boeing Boeing on sunday which was hilarious. I like cathay pacific best, her canto accent is a definite crowd pleaser. And it also shows how polygamy will never work, so never try it. Then I also watched inception at midnight, and was trying really hard to concentrate because everyone told me I had to concentrate really hard or I wouldn't understand and the straits times even reported that someone had to watch it seven times before understanding the plot. That person is just sleeping or really dumb. It wasn't hard to understand, I think as long as you are well aware of the sypnosis of the story, it would make sense to you eventually. Poor sod watched it seven times hah!

And guess what, I made my virgin trip to marina bay sands resort! I know I'm slow. It was nothing spectacular to me really, it never gave me the grand feeling like vegas did nor did it wow me with it's huge space. The flooring is horrible too, concrete? Really? I don't know where the intended 6 billion dollars went to but it certainly was not spent on the interior of the building. If not for the picturesque shop decors, the place would have been lacklustre and an empty cage. Try harder, marina sands.

This week, busy with rehearsals, event on sunday at raffles city! And I can't wait for next week, spending tie with all my favourite people♥ But again, rehearsals every day.

Have you tried so hard to make someone try to understand what you're feeling, you want to scream at them to make them understand. But no matter how hard you try, no matter what you say or do, they don't see it. The frustration, the want to give up, you don't see a way out. But then you know you will never give up, not when it is someone you love so much. I love you, I dedicate my heart to you.

Love,

Stephanie